Few miles away

You are how you were raised

Posted by: mtrayu on: November 21, 2008

It has never been more true that ever to realise it is our upbringing that plays heavily in moulding our personality. Impression about someone you just met could be a matter of few seconds, but what goes beyond the surface is the past which shapes them who they are today. This afternoon, I was in school revising for my upcoming examination and there was this girl who sat in front of me who were rather inconsiderate. Yea, it doesn’t take long to form a bad impression of her and figuring out that she might be  a spoilt brat doesn’t take long enough to realise.

Later during the afternoon, I ate lunch with a person called “Ms Angry.” I’ve given her this name simply because she seemed angry most of the time and talked angrily occassionally. Later then she revealed about her family background to me that she grew up in a patriarchy family. So she is always discriminated for that reason and that explains why she is always angry, because she lives in an unfair world.

So it goes to say, do not look at things on the surface and be unsympathetic to strange people. They grew up in just total opposite world of you to become who they are today.

Taipei confirmed

Posted by: mtrayu on: November 18, 2008

Okay, it has been decided that I shall visit the extremely cold Taipei during my february term break! YUPPIE CLAP CLAP! Suddenly it seems possible for me to roam all over the globe. I love travelling, who doesn’t anyway right? But one thing about the upcoming trip is that we gonna give X-Japan’s concert a miss :( Sob! Just when I thought my sole reason for attending X-Japan’s concert was to accompany him, but it turned out that I pretty much wanted to attend myself too! No, it is too much of a time clash. X-Japan’s concert would be held during my week 5, which is a pretty packed week of the semester coz the week after is mid-term break!

Seriously, I don’t really know what to expect in Taipei this time round except for going “Ahhh~~Kimouchi neee~~” during my soak in the ultra cool hotspring and the cold whether. This time round it is going to be very budget with little spending power. I mean its really fortunate to be there already. I most look forward to the extreme 15.7 degree temperature.

How I wish I could continue bloggin but my exam preparation is haunting me :S Till then and I must say I am a fortunate girl living in a less than average family.

Glad to be alive

Posted by: mtrayu on: October 18, 2008

Yea, i am still surviving and completing with you for oxygen damn it! Haha. I have been quite an asshole today, which must be caused by the stress in school. Well to set the record straight, I am given lesser load over the weekend as compared to the previous weekends but I just felt like I had a lot to do. School is goin to get more intensive in few weeks to come and that is what usually happens when the examination week draws near. Project, assignment and portfolio are chasing after me! I hope I will do good this semester.

Yea, I have gotten back my Geography module midterm paper and I did pretty well for that. Initially I was quite depressed to see the result because I felt I could do better with more preparation but thanks god I made it to thre above average grade. I realised just by studying lecture notes will do the mojo. Readings are complimentary though I have friends who stay loyal to their reading and gotten pretty good marks.

Work is so far so good and we have a new tenants coming to gove yoga lesson. Hmm, talking about yoga I want to do exercise already. Gosh, I wanna go to Taiwan too for X-Japan’s concert. Although dear act as though it doesn’t matter if he could go, I know he really wants to be there. That kid is really maturing I guess. Within such a short span of time, he begins to like shopping and ask for high quality product. Then now I am the one to scrimp and think twice about getting something.

Might be the wishlist I have in mind. I am so going to BUY A NEW LAPTOP! Spoilt for choices man. Of course Lenovo stays the number 1 choice for its long battery life and robust specification but they are not coming out with sleeker design laptop like the one they lauched back then, called the Lenovo Ideapad! Ideapad is a killer in looks but the spec isn’t really up to “date”. Yea, maybe I should heed dearie’s advice and focus on saving instead.

So far I saved 600 bucks. Still a long way to goooooo…..

Namie Amuro

Posted by: mtrayu on: September 7, 2008

She has got an amazing voice though her dance doesn’t really impress me as much as her vocal. It was until her new compilation album springs out that I started listening closely to her. Actually I do own one of her past albums but because I wasn’t into ‘hip pop’ so it didn’t quite sink in. But I got to say that her new compilation ‘Best Friction’ is GD! Previously I have listened to other J-Pop artists such as Ai Otsuka, Utada Hikaru and Koda Kumi but none of these music smoothen me as much as namie’s. Gonna watch over namie’s movement in future.

And a new semester commences

Posted by: mtrayu on: August 20, 2008

So I have come to the end of my 3 months vacation in which I spent most of the time earning easy money. My thoughts about the vacation? Well I think I have spent my time quite wisely and I am happy to save quite a decent amount of money for my Hong Kong trip. Woooo, 30 days to seeing ayu LIVE! OOOO.. But before that, doing well in school is the most important thing I should be getting busy over. Yea, this semester is going to be like never before and extremely energy draining for me because for one thing, I have to juggle work and school at the same time(am lemming for Lenovo Ideapad <3). My timetable is brillant, hahaaaa: On tuesday I have a straight 12 hours school day without any interval break, wednesday 4 hours w/o breaks also, and on odd week’s monday for a 2 hours tutorial. And so I have quite a lot of time to earn money. Money is extremely crucial, I realised, and it sucks to be penniless especially when your wishlist grows. But strangly, my wardrobe isn’t expanding in capacity but where has all my money gone to?? AHHHHH, must be the food I ate over the vacation! Haha, am glad to tell ya I have grown heavier over the vacation and I weigh a holly 47 kg! So thrilled can? I always thought I am way to scrawny and it would be better if I were to gain more weight. I hope to put on more pounds before my HK trip. Ahhh, hk trip is going to be such a BIG thing for me!

Returning back to NUS, my university, feels a tad different. Seeing how lost and confused those ‘nooby’ new students are put me in absolute peace…… LOL, sorry for displaying the ugly side of me but seriously, seeing ppl in distress does somehow make you feel like you are not the worse situation. Andddddd, new computers are springing across as7! Certainly I <3 the new change which I am seeing here though it is a little too cram here. Printing queue is crazy at the central library and the computer booking system is down at the moment for Vista upgrade. Hmm, I am taking 5 modules this semester: 4 Communication and New Media modules and one Geography module. Dang, I hope I will pull through the geo module cause ir is getting tougher. The most surprising module out of the plenty, which I am really enjoying, is Introduction to visual communication. I just know that I can be creative if I free my imagination. This module requires us to maintain a blog where we have to constantly update of our new work each week. You can visit it at www.mtr2208.wordpress.com

That is all for now. Till then!

Wishing for a 5 days weekend

Posted by: mtrayu on: July 27, 2008

Ha, how can that ever be possible, isn’t it? The world can’t afford to have a 5 days weekend; leaving the people on earth little time for progression. But wouldn’t you agree that happy events usually happen during weekends? Sometimes the rate of clock ticks scare me, a lot, and in just about a week time, I am going to start a new semester at NUS soon. Of course, things wouldn’t be quite the same without Akiko chan. Ever since the last email she has sent, I haven’t heard anything new from her. Ahh… In fact I am here to talk about how much I miss Aik Wei, but see how far I have drifted from my initial topic.

Since our last quibble, mum was quite upset with him and started “forbidding” me from going to his place so much during weekends. It turns out that she has been swallowing all of her unhappiness because I was spending sway too much time with him; leaving her extremely little. On that, I am guilty. She was right about it. I was being selfish to spare her little time of my life for the past few years. I had been wiping my ass as soon as I woke up to leave home for Aik Wei without interacting much with her. I wouldn’t say wanting to spend time with him was the entire reason why I chose to be away from home during weekends, but also because my house wasn’t condusive enough to study. Aik Wei’s place has got all that I needed. But now that my renovated house looks quite conducive, I should start staying home and accompany my mum.

I am missing my boyfriend already. He has amazing manipulative power to control my mood. We are already on our 5th anniversary and a lot of obstacles started surfacing this year. He is aware of his bad temper and I am also observing some changes in him. Jia u dear. Do it for us and our future!~

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Ayumi Hamasaki’s Hong Kong Asia Tour 08

Posted by: mtrayu on: July 15, 2008

Finally it is a dream come true for me to catch ayu’s concert live without adding extra burden to my already heavy debt! The word fortunate is not enough to describe how lucky I am to be able to see ayu upclose because everything falls nicely in place to make this dream possible. Two months ago, I was still an angry underpaid employee who wishes for more working days until I chanced upon a job offering from my best friend. News of ayu’s asia tour were not even announced or rumored and I dare not dream about attending right from the start simply because I was pathetically penniless then. Good thing that I’ve passed the interview and was asked to work immediately. This new admin assistant job pays me handsomely for performing really simple tasks. For the first time, I was enjoying having to wake up early in the morning and performing rotinary work everyday. My boss and colleagues are a bunch of great people who talk in the most humorous manner ever. I love working with these people and it is such a great feeling to see the sun rising and setting each day, knowing that the days to ayu’s concert are reduced by one.

Despite the well-paying job, I only have 2 months and a week time to start earning money for the whole Hong Kong trip, which definitely includes ayu’s concert and 5D4N expenses. The air ticket plus fuel fee itself is a hefty sum for us to bear , and also not forgetting the accommodation funds and etc. Moreover, Chris is currently tied to NS and his monthly pay is inferior. The air ticket could have cost us SGD1000+ but hey like I’ve said, everything is on our side. For one thing, his dad goes on oversea business trip very frequently and we have way beyond sufficient points for the exchange of 2 paxes SIA HK air tickets. GOD! We are not paying a single cent for the air ticket except the fuel fee and we are so going to take the window seat! However, all the morning flight are fully booked so we have no choice but to compromise to an afternoon flight. I considered ourselves very lucky already so I do not complain about landing at evening time on our first day.

Everything is going to be a BLAST, I believe. And both of us have 52 more days or so to our HK trip! Can’t wait.

Shitass people

Posted by: mtrayu on: June 2, 2008

What the hell is wrong with the people around me who ocassionally just have to upset me with their fuckass bad attitude? Even the man I love does the same thing to get onto my nerves too! MAN! I don’t deserve this for I don’t display any shitass behavior before the people I interact with. Though I may not be mellow but I am definitely someone with relatively good temper and I deserve to be treat back in the same manner! Being the target of people with bad attitude is the unluckiest thing anybody could possibly go through and can’t you see this is such a selfish act? Venting frustration must be a great feeling of relief to shitass people like them, almost equivilent to clearing a bowel after a heavy meal - but all these are at the expenses of upsetting somebody! Don’t they have MOUTH to talk things nicely and is there a necessary to UPSET me? My sister, dad, bro and bf all have shitass attitude from time to time and so it is a high time to start crushing them like a piece of paper before throwing them out of my window.

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Posted by: mtrayu on: May 27, 2008

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